bole2 saia tertido…kesian banban saia..==’ tunggu2…last2 dea yank tido..huhu..sorry banban…roro tertido bha..roro pun dont have any idea bole tertido tiba2…chat2 sma banban trus bole2 tertido neyh..roro barink smbl online bha..tu la kali tu..>.< sorry banban..love u
even banban makes roro piss off…
makes me thinking outside of the world..
make anything possibly break my heart…
even banban ignores me………
i still can hold it…i keep my promise to u..
really dissapointing actually..but roro will be okie…:)
u talk like that at status…u think thats gonna make banban feel better..? huu..roro pray to God to make banban realize..and get a good reason that make banban better…
roro will be patience….
even banban say those things…anything…makes roro hurt…roro always love banban…
so long didnt write here….:) i got a story..too much story u know…i dont know where should i started…maybe about banban..all is about him..:)
he say he maybe will work to JB when got long holiday….well if its for his own good..i will be okay…my heart..inside? why should i have to say..:)
okay..straight forward.to be honest.. i feel sad… :) its hard .coz i love him so much..
i should thinking a good way right…okie already thinking of it…i should do something about myself then… what i wanna do….?
i realize something here…i just always make what he want to make him happy…what about me..am i happy..? yeah..im happy when he is happy…but when he makes me sad..i feel i just torture my ownself u know…but its okay..i used to it…
coz..i hope he makes me happy when he is happy…and always make me feel that..happy…but i cant being selfish….i work coz i want to make him happy to get what he want…but he already say something makes my spirit down…but its okay..i can do this…
my live should be so harmony….so harmony…
i still feel my live is upside down…
i have to make myself better….i need to help myself to make me happy….
i cant hoping on miracles just like that….
God will give me happinesss…i just need to be patience and strong…
i hope he realize …realize that what i always do…is just for him..and he should appreciate what i do….and he should be my guide coz he is a MAN..
he should know…i need him to take care of me..even im a grown up lady..hey..GIRLS NEEDS BOYS to protect them…In Al-quran also say..man have to protect the women coz women is weak…yet women is got a strong spirit…thats why..women always the main supporter to her MAN…and i always…Support banban…coz i love him…and i will be his wife one day…
i should be happy…:))
BANBAN AND ME COLLECTING MONEY TO BUY NEW LAPTOP. :DDDDDDDDD
target : RM2k. May God Help us. Amin
actually i have planned already bha tomorrow..i wanna buy a dress with my aunty nurul..== that dress is for meeting with my banban this friday..and suddenly now chibi coming..and she take banban tomorrow going here too.. im happy..really happy…but i wonder,how bout my lil aunty btw..== i need make a plan…maybe..after both of them going here…i take both of them to buy a dress with me and aunty nurul too..>.< well its not far…at servay putatan only LOL. gt new dresses there but cute ^^ i dont know..i need to discuss this matter with them first.== first thing first.. let my lil aunty school first…and let both of them going here first.== besides…banban is go back tomorrow too coz the next day he will go to lawas with his big sister afterall..== and he came back here at friday…aaanyway…== first thing first.tomorrow i go to kk first. == catching my banban coz he is the earliest one. and i need to look destist clinic coz my banban wanna plugging his teeth hahaha ! ^^ now i have to take a shower and go sleep…^^ but never forget eating medicine(Q-she :3) ^^ haha!! Nitenite. : and i love u banban :3
big brother..nvm if u dont wanna talk to me for now….but i already changed..im sorry for what happened the old days…and maybe i talk something ur hate …or dislike…pls make sure u always be okay.. im waiting u talk to ur lil sis by ur ownself…:’) i know ur not ignore me even u didnt talk…u just wanna see how am i now………i will prove to u then……i never let ur down
